Urban Shamanism

Welcoming Happiness Again

Since I renewed my Vows of Service and have a new degree of access and responsibility, I have to be dedicated to my development at a whole different level now, so I decided to return to my workout routine and this weekend I'll also resume carving stones. The work with my country must continue with much more strength as well, that means more rituals and meditations, more readings and explorations into what's happening inside the regime and in other areas of social life. But this is all very serious, and I actually want to have much more fun with what I do. I think I've been cultivating a form of severity and detachment that has been and likely will continue to prove extremely useful, but one of the messages that Lord Shiva has always given me is that Dance is Joy, and that's what I want to give myself in full now: Joy.

I've been physically alone for long enough, for instance. I want to meet a lot more people and especially women, which is already happening in the digital world, mostly thanks to my readings (thanks Odin <3). I hereby manifest the Celebration, the Expansion and the Enjoyment. I don't drink or indeed eat as much as I used to, but I can be a looooot more present in any environment than I've ever been able to, and that means a greater wealth of information wherever I go. I rejoin the Narrative with a greater set of skills and much deeper understanding, ready to embrace the experiences that are coming with a higher form of happiness that's already encompassing my work in this platform and everything else that I do daily.

Following my passions has never been easier. I have an abundance of time and resources for the explorations that are coming, and although all of them are tasks and will demand my full, responsible engagement, that's not the focus that I want to maintain from now on. I choose to see this reality as a Game, to connect with it from fun and charm, to work my way through it all from a perspective of self-generosity and pleasure. Despite the challenges that may arise in the path, I know life can be effortless, filled with ease, and that's how I shall live from this moment on, like a fish in the water, like a bird in the sky!

Night Rune: Jera

I perform written examinations that lack coherence. My brother reviews them and is angry, but not at me.

Daylight Rune: Nauthiz

Detach yourself, extricate your emotion from places, relationships and objects that overload it. Identify recurring thoughts, let go of those that are not beneficial. Do not limit your will to grow, do not restrict your possibilities, even a chance encounter can expand your vision, enrich your experience. Whisper instead of yelling, you can relieve yourself from opinions and repressed feelings in calm, without causing a reaction. Observe your priorities and the actions that you take. Do they match? Is your wish consistent with your attitude? Close your processes and rituals properly; every work that leaves gratitude and joy is successfully completed. You cannot have tranquility or abundance if you do not allow them to yourself, think in smells, colors, sounds and sensations: that is Life.